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She Can Never Replace.. by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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She Can Never Replace..

Her heart pierced and gashed by the pain of knowing he could never truely love her. For his heart lye in that of another. seven years of giving another his all only to have it thrown back into his face at the end. But even then his love for her stay true. And as he lye asleep dreaming of another and what they had, She lye awake in the pain of knowing she could never replace that who he can never forget.

Love Is Pain by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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Love Is Pain

Love is the pain that we all hate, we try to stay away but at times it's too late, You may be in love and not even know it, So take a look around but try not to blow it, Cause its the best feeling in the world, Like a good climax or ten tons of gold, But once you have it try not to lose it, Because some never find it and others abuse it, Love is the pain that we all hate, But its what helps decide our fate.

If He Only Knew by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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If He Only Knew

I have this special friend, He isn't like the other few, Unlike some of them, He's always been true. We've been through so much, And I've only known him almost a year, But when I'm with him, I don't have a single fear. He's always there to listen, And never leaves me out, Even in those times, Where I could just scream and shout. We listen to each other, Like his sorrows and joys, And even if I wanna talk, About all the boys. There's one little thing, I keep it hidden from show, My feelings for him, Are more than you could ever know. I love him so much, I'd give him my whole heart, But I know he doesn't feel the same, It

Darkness Inside by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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Darkness Inside

To you i would surrender and take down the wall, Pour out my heart just to see if it would fall. It seems no greater a distance have i found to suffice, To hinder this feeling i harbor to entice. The restless excitment perils of endicision, Trapped beneath the layers together forming my prison. Hidden by walls of words, bound by bars of sight, All that come to life when concealed by the night. I die to speak, to finally reach out, to let him know i cant do without. These secerets of sort i must keep to me, For those who dont know, Thats all that they see...

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Morbid Love by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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Morbid Love

Our fingers entwined We watch the skies Below is our hate That grew from the lies A worthless demeanor Since I'm here with you now Hug me close to you And we'll survive somehow A pause in time A crack in the stone Bloodied curses That marked our own Forgetting the past And moving on They were mistaken But now they're gone We stand here now Amongst the masses Our hate has risen We beat their asses

Society Sucks by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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Society Sucks

Incoherant thoughts Weighted spirits So many decisions Never enough time Trapped in a time bomb and the clock's running down Where is my release? Where's my sanity when I need it most? Who can I run to when life seems unbearable? No one. Because they all feel like I do. We are all the same. Different piles, but the same stench of apathy. No matter how you try to mask it, the smell remains. It soaks into your pours til it is all you become. The only cause we care for is our own. We're just your average proletarians, Indifference our blinders, our existance. Insanity is my saviour, because even a fragmented mind can feel some

The Phoenix-My Definition by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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Narrative Thingie by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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Narrative Thingie

I think in all seriousness, that life is good.When people talk to me they hear anger,biterness,sadness and other negative things.Logically, if life is good, but i look and sound "bad",then i must not be alive.People talk to me,interact with me, attempt to make their own individual impacts on me, on a daily basis.the difference between what they do in relation to me, and what i do in relation to them , is that they have to try to affect me, whereas i simply am who i am, wich seems to affect them enough by itself. They see me, hear me , or sense me in whatever way they do,so they think i am alive.What they fail to see is that they ask the ques

Lasciviouse Lips Responsible by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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Lasciviouse Lips Responsible

A kiss, your kiss is like an onslaught of a lscivious epidemic. Our tongues twist and turn like a kknife on my skin. Our lips presslike the preperation of alcohol from the guaze, our mouths open tour tongues touch like blood on a knife.Such beauty in such a simple kiss. A simplecut. Wether the instrument of a knife,or your tongue i wait in agony. I cant postpone these feelings,i want u here right now. I want your tongue on my neck,in my mouth,twist it like you do.I wantto taste your saliva,and feel your nails drown into my back. Let the blood poor,in this moment of ectasy, Fall asleep in the blood covered sheets. Tomorrows l

Desperation Of A Human Mind by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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Desperation Of A Human Mind

Desperation of A Human Mind- Lifeless hills rock the darkness. Freezing winds travel through snow covered lands. His wrath dances in the night. After its vanished between the furs and oaks, The snow is coming down like tears of god, Slowly silently. The Frost rolls up the forest, The forest sinks in the fog the snow absorbs the white smoke the ground feeds by frost bite. Who can explain this cold? White dust of Snow makes cold our frozen sorrow. Black winds will bring our tears,cold moon will eclipse our desperation. Heres no sunlight for a human soul. The only one who lives here is the frost married with the moon the

Celestial Skies by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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Celestial Skies

Celestial Skies- Dark ones congregate within the celestial skies above Nazarines pall sheet. LEt them rest in her casket and be poisoned with nightmares of an emotional scouring basket. Bred from her loved ones that she born,sever their heads and lay them for Nazarine,bestow them as ornaments and let your marble wrists bleed. Conjoin with me in creating this fountain of knowledge. This fountain of life to pass onto my beautiful dark mistress. I will excrete my mortality to her manifestation in a black dress. Contributing my crimson stars. Let them drip and drop on us sinew the poison of lust. Wrought us and we will refund w

The Violinist by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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The Violinist

The violinist- The passion that the plucked notes evoke in me burns as if he himself is the devil. He pours forth his soul with immaculate tempo intertwining every ounce of his life into the musical entity. The violin sings, feeding off the flames of his fire, leaving him empty when alone. Its voice sends shivers uncontrolled down the listeners' skin. How I would give anything to be one with the melody as he and be able to place into simple notes, the emotions that have overcome me. Oh how his music recalls its long life with the determination that drips from his fingers, his forehead. And how the sounds of its

Our Paths by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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Our Paths

our paths- …..A depressive thought……………….. ……...that shows its head over and over.. …..in the shadows of my mind at first…. ……. then as if popping around a corner. …. I feel it within my very existence….. …….The thoughts of the world………... ………..As it bleeds to death…………... …As we have demolished and corrupted. ……And now strive to maintain ………. ……..To reconstruct it…………………. …………………………………………. …………How can we survive…………. ……..In the end of it all………………… …we who our species is like a plague…. ………thriving on technology…………. …..As those who bask in their greed ….. …………Over ride our economy……… ……….people suffer, sta

Diary Of The Desintingration by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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Diary Of The Desintingration

diary of the desintergration *it has gotten worse* the sens of worthlessness, the sad dragging memories, the internal sigh exhaled into a cloud of billowing smoke. *and it goes into* self psychoanalysis, mind gathering knowledge to try and cure thyself while burrying into body alone. *the days are longer* sleepily wandering, room to room dazed, swallowing liters of tears, faking a whole heart. *never giving in* to fall into the sinking feeling, that is constantly there, pulling on the strings, of my frayed soul.

Deity Of Fire by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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Deity Of Fire

Deity Of Fire - a godess walks on toe tips, hovering over the still waters of a lake. her fiery red hair, a blaze catching the orange glow of the setting sun. Smokey eyes, empty and sullen, her expression is one of far off dreaming and suffering. And as she walks triumphant, over the icy pool, the waters shiver from her power, her will. and the wind whispers words of adoration to her.... A deity dances, in the light of the moon, the rays lighting her powder blue eyes and giving the milk white skin a fantasy blueish tint. Arms raised high, she dances on stars, comets and silver moon dus

MultiColored green by PhoenixSunFire, literature

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MultiColored green

multicolored green- a light misty rain awakens my soul as i sit here, on this piece of wood trying to clean my mind. but my eyes keep wandering from the protective canopy of multicolored greens, to the body of water right in front of me, which moves ever so slowly, so that it looks still and reveals its bed of dead decaying leaves. it is so crystal clear and yet, there is this murky white substance hovering near the bottom, making me think of a thick fog in the air... the sounds of foot steps seem to break the peace, but no it is the leaves greeting the earth, preparing for fall once again.

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About PhoenixSunFire

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Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: Bartlesville, OK
Favourite genre of music: Folk Metal, Death Metal
Favourite photographer: Misantropia/Lithium Picnic.
Operating System: My Brain
MP3 player of choice: dont have one
Shell of choice: Stuffed.
Wallpaper of choice: Zombies
Skin of choice: Lightly Toasted.
Favourite cartoon character: Flapjack
Personal Quote: Take a number and stand in line with the rest of the bitches waiting for me to give a fuck

Favourite Movies

Half baked, Grandmas Boy, Rolling Kansas, pineapple express etc.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Amon Amarth, Turisas, BlackGuard, Alestorm etc.

Favourite Writers

Lovecraft.

Favourite Games

Zelda and WoW

Favourite Gaming Platform

N64

Tools of the Trade

ill play with n e thing.

Other Interests

Animals, Metal, WoW, Anime, Strange and unusual things, bugs etc.

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PhoenixSunFire

Aug 14, 2008

Love Hurts..

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Face it, love hurts.  If you know love you will know pain.  If you love and lose you will hurt.  If one you love hurts you will hurt too.  Your love for someone may hurt another or even the one you love.  But that's the price of love.  Often that's the reason we love.  If you love you cannot escape pain.  But honest love trumphs even the worst pain love can cause. The bigges key is to never let the pain blind you.  We can get so wrapped up in our own pain that we lost sight of other people feelings.  We become oblivious to their pain, their cries get drowned out by our own suffering.  So blind that we may even lose sight of the love they hav

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PhoenixSunFire

May 23, 2007

World Of Warcraft???

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 So like im sure alot of artists on here play WoW cuz i know i do! so if any of you on the hydraxis realm or shandris realm wana group for quests  or just to grind note me back n ill give u my char name. And if you dont play WoW you should!!!! tis awesome!!!

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PhoenixSunFire

May 7, 2007

Long Time No See..And Apologies

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 Im sure most of you were happy about that, any who ive been workin my ass off latley lots of billz and animals, well mostly snakes to feed i buy 14 dollars in rats,mice,and other rodents insect for my lovlies to eat. that and its fun to watch lol. Well ive been crurently workin bouncing from rappy job to crappy job tryin to make ends meat.  Hopefully my buddy can get me a hook up with Circuit City and get me workin there, yea baby online games n gear , and a nice video & memory cards would be nice. To those who watch i probably wont be drawing for a long time, gaining the trust and respect from fellow artist who dont very well like my ac